mysecondlife

I know I'm quiet
But I have not always been
I was open to the world
Sharing everything
I had no defenses
Because I had no fears
But then they hurt me
Leaving me in tears
I build my walls
They are standing still
Unbroken
But a broken soul within
Protected from what hurts me the most
I never realized
I'm its host
Words frighten me
Because they hurt
Even if they are my own
They can still come out wrong
Now the only place I can scream
Is near you
The only time I can show my true feelings
Is when you hold me in your arms
Words can't hurt us
Because we don't need them
You taught me to live again
To let the sun in once more 
And the world
My walls are falling
Soon they will be ruins
Just a memory
Words are unfamiliar
But still they hurt as hell
For each pain
I get stronger
I embrace every word
Taste it on my tongue
Hear it
Feel it
They can't bring tears to my eyes now
I have finally found the answer
Forgivness

Thank you