Thank you

I know I'm quiet
But I have not always been
I was open to the world
Sharing everything
I had no defenses
Because I had no fears
But then they hurt me
Leaving me in tears
I build my walls
They are standing still
Unbroken
But a broken soul within
Protected from what hurts me the most
I never realized
I'm its host
Words frighten me
Because they hurt
Even if they are my own
They can still come out wrong
Now the only place I can scream
Is near you
The only time I can show my true feelings
Is when you hold me in your arms
Words can't hurt us
Because we don't need them
You taught me to live again
To let the sun in once more
And the world
My walls are falling
Soon they will be ruins
Just a memory
Words are unfamiliar
But still they hurt as hell
For each pain
I get stronger
I embrace every word
Taste it on my tongue
Hear it
Feel it
They can't bring tears to my eyes now
I have finally found the answer
Forgivness
Thank you
But I have not always been
I was open to the world
Sharing everything
I had no defenses
Because I had no fears
But then they hurt me
Leaving me in tears
I build my walls
They are standing still
Unbroken
But a broken soul within
Protected from what hurts me the most
I never realized
I'm its host
Words frighten me
Because they hurt
Even if they are my own
They can still come out wrong
Now the only place I can scream
Is near you
The only time I can show my true feelings
Is when you hold me in your arms
Words can't hurt us
Because we don't need them
You taught me to live again
To let the sun in once more
And the world
My walls are falling
Soon they will be ruins
Just a memory
Words are unfamiliar
But still they hurt as hell
For each pain
I get stronger
I embrace every word
Taste it on my tongue
Hear it
Feel it
They can't bring tears to my eyes now
I have finally found the answer
Forgivness
Thank you
Att se

Min mun ar sluten, for alltid stangd.
Ord foralltid forlorade, hemligheter som for alltid ar bevarade.
Men mina ogon ar oppna, jag ser allt som hander.
Jag iakttar pa sakert avstand, ser varje rorelse, varje andetag, varje blick.
Jag ser karlek, men kan inte ta in det.
Kan inte rora vid det, bara se.
Jag ser hat, vill inte ta in det.
Jag ser manniskor, alla olika men samtidigt lika.
De vill kanna betydelse, gladje, karlek, hopp och tro.
Jag vill forsta dem.
Jag ser manniskor som ar vad dom inte vill vara, forevigt fangade i en bur.
En bur som har gjorts av andra,
De vill ha frihet,
jag vll ha ett svar.
Jag ser dod, jag ser sorg.
Jag ser manniskor som for alltid ar domda att lida.
De vill glomma,
jag vill blunda.
Kan inte.
Ville en gang kanna, vill inte mer.
Ville en gang forsta, vill fortfarande.
Men kan jag nar jag ej kan kanna - bara se?
Ord foralltid forlorade, hemligheter som for alltid ar bevarade.
Men mina ogon ar oppna, jag ser allt som hander.
Jag iakttar pa sakert avstand, ser varje rorelse, varje andetag, varje blick.
Jag ser karlek, men kan inte ta in det.
Kan inte rora vid det, bara se.
Jag ser hat, vill inte ta in det.
Jag ser manniskor, alla olika men samtidigt lika.
De vill kanna betydelse, gladje, karlek, hopp och tro.
Jag vill forsta dem.
Jag ser manniskor som ar vad dom inte vill vara, forevigt fangade i en bur.
En bur som har gjorts av andra,
De vill ha frihet,
jag vll ha ett svar.
Jag ser dod, jag ser sorg.
Jag ser manniskor som for alltid ar domda att lida.
De vill glomma,
jag vill blunda.
Kan inte.
Ville en gang kanna, vill inte mer.
Ville en gang forsta, vill fortfarande.
Men kan jag nar jag ej kan kanna - bara se?
I will always be there for you!
To my sister:
I know we are different, but sometimes I forget.
Because you are a part of me, and you are different from everyone I've met.
I look back and remember all the times I have spent with you,
realizing that when life has seemed hopeless you have always helped me through.
Just being there beside me, telling me I am not alone.
Your familiar face shining towards me, a face I have always known.
Cheering me up with laughter and showing me that you care,
that only I am blessed with a sister like you almost isn't fare.
So hand in hand we walk along the dazzling road of life.
It's a oneway road, and you can be sure you will never walk it twice.
Step by step
Side by side
Never knowing what is ahead of us, just knowing what we have been through.
But how scary it may be, I know I can face everything as long as I have you.....
----- Anna Lindelof, 28 Feb 2009
I know we are different, but sometimes I forget.
Because you are a part of me, and you are different from everyone I've met.
I look back and remember all the times I have spent with you,
realizing that when life has seemed hopeless you have always helped me through.
Just being there beside me, telling me I am not alone.
Your familiar face shining towards me, a face I have always known.
Cheering me up with laughter and showing me that you care,
that only I am blessed with a sister like you almost isn't fare.
So hand in hand we walk along the dazzling road of life.
It's a oneway road, and you can be sure you will never walk it twice.
Step by step
Side by side
Never knowing what is ahead of us, just knowing what we have been through.
But how scary it may be, I know I can face everything as long as I have you.....
----- Anna Lindelof, 28 Feb 2009
Happy Valentines day!

Love is something beautiful, yet still undefined.
It is something mysterious and it's always on my mind.
I can't fully express how amazed I am by this feeling I get everytime I'm near you. It make me feel invincible, unstoppable and truly blessed, and I hope you feel it too.
Some people say that with love you can achieve everything.
Then, wouldn't love also be worth everything?
I give you my love, my most valuable thing to give.
And I want you to know that you will receive it from me, everyday,
as long as I live...
--- Anna, Feb 14, 2009